It Wasn't My Time

Looks as though Thursday was not my day to go!  I'm alive and well.  In fact, everything is perfect.  Not the news I expected to hear, but I am happy with the results nevertheless.

I find it odd that I was completely at peace going in thinking that I may not come back out.  Maybe not odd, but interesting.  I honestly think that I am so completely satisfied with my life that I would be okay if this was it.  Are there lots more things I would like to do and see?  Sure.  But to know that at age 33 I am happy with my life thus far, that's a blessing.  So many people want, want want.  Of course I want, but I've been blessed so much already.

I had tears in my eyes as my husband left my side.  The thought that I may never see him again, yes that was sad.  But, enough about that!

I am so completely happy to say that my withdrawal symptoms are nearly gone.  Only once today have I had the brain lag thing.  I am sleeping so much better.  My taste buds have also changed a bit as in I no longer really crave Dr. Pepper or any pop for that matter.  I have reverted back to decaffeinated sweet tea.  I was drinking Kool-Aid for a bit but that even became too sweet.  After two weeks is up, I'll have to start the exercising.  Anywho, doing great off the Celexa and it is so awesome to be able to say I take no medications other than a vitamin and occasional RX anti inflammatory, no smoking, no drinking (maybe once a month or two), nothing to really count.  I'm a pretty clean gal!  Well, except for that extra 40 pounds I'm packing.  That will be my next thing to change in my life.  Hey, getting off the Celexa was a big one!!  It was a rough 2 weeks but so worth it!

This weekend is my 15th High School Reunion.  I am missing out on a few festivities today but I am going to make sure I make supper tomorrow night.  Then next weekend I get to hang out with my girlfriends Jen and Leigh.  Jen's sister is getting married.  Looking forward to that.

Sold our HUGE Christmas Tree on Nex-Tech Classifieds today.  We are going to downsize on that a bit.  It was a big one and oh so pretty, but big.  Also sold our flat screen entertainment center.  Sold both of those in less than 6 hours.  I was pumped!  It was a great deal so not so hard.

Well, I guess I'll let this do.  Nothing but blabbering now.  Not much to post about when you've done nothing but sit in a recliner with a heating pad!