Needed, but not wanting to do it.

I know I need to post. I haven't since we were in Pennsylvania but I think the trip and the busy week when we got back has knocked me down. (Update: I have blogged....TWICE. See? I'm a mess!) My back hurts BAD. It's not even in the normal place. That place hurts too but I have pain in the middle of my back which hurts sometimes when I breath. I know I need to call the neurosurgeon back and I know I will have to miss work to go down there but I don't want to lose the hours. They will probably decide to do a scope to go look around inside so that's MORE time off of work which we just can't afford. Decisions, decisions. I do know one thing....I am going to have to get something for the pain. I can't make it through the day like this. And, folks, the next two days are gonna be "hell on earth" for us there at work. I just hope everyone shows up. That in itself is a blog I will probably never write. Night.