Wow, I did it and I continue to do it! I think right at this moment is the most proud I have felt regarding my success. I don't know why. I guess because I have actually sat down and had to think about it. I had forgot that today was the day until I found 2 roses in the car this morning, one for each year.
For those of you who may think "big deal" or "it can't be that hard" YOU HAVE NO IDEA. You possibly never will. It is difficult to explain and no matter how hard you try people still don't get it. It is like breathing, eating, drinking.....you have to have it or you won't survive. Sound stupid? You bet but that's how smokers feel. It is your best friend.....there through happiness, sadness, ups, downs, good times, bad times.........it is an all occasion drug. I think smoking is worse than heroin or other drugs. You can get nicotine ANYWHERE. It is easily accessible. There is no hiding it. You have open and complete access to your "drug" at all times. See, I could go on and on and some people will never quite understand. You can't, and you won't, until you face an addiction of your own. I truly hope you never do.
On another note, we just arrived home from a long road trip. Rusty and I had GREAT conversations on the way home and I have a lot to ponder in my life and the way I want my life to be. In Rusty I Trust! Hee Hee
My husband is my rock, my life, my all. I must thank him for all of the accomplishments in my life these past 8 years.
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